HEYO!!
HAHA TODAY TIME FLIES! AND IM HAPPY! CAUSE IT'S LIKE FINALLY TIME FLIES FOR ME AND I DUN HAVE TO WORRY WHAT TO ACTUALLY TO DO NEXT!
ok im so full. keep eating today. just feel like eating something very spicy and meat! lol. i think my face is like swollen like that. which looks like this
went shopping!! like yay! ok at first wasn't really in this shopping mood at all. i just feel like going out. then went to bugis. it's a good place for cheap stuff. but you cant try out the ten bucks stuff! then if you cannot try, you wont know whether it'll look good ornot! so well. and dunno why today is thursday and it's like almost all the shops are closed. oh! it's been like a few years since i stepped into bugis. lol im like a mountain tortoise. and changed like dunno what already!!
so after that we went to town again. haha. and there's mango sale! like damn cool. super mega sale that dun need advertising man. so many people flocking to the fitting rooms and milling around for nice clothing and stuff. haha and that makes the shopping mood come backk but by then the money are running out already.
qinying bought a skirt! yay! haha. so she can shop for shoes soon! and i wonder when's the next outing..
yay i love shopping!! haha but all i bought was like basics.
darn. im like trying not to depend on medicine for passing motion. looks like i failed like terribly. so in the end, i still must depend on it=((
but come to think of it, my tummy is growing bigger without passing motion. haha so well. must shit more!
for the thursday shirt!
oh spent so much on food. shakes head.
going to be a long post. cause i have ALOT OF THINGS to blog about. and i wonder if i can remember everything cause it's getting late! haha.
ok. firstly, lets get what i want to get.
1) i want some shorts! to show off my fat and flabby thigh! lol no shorts already quite sad
2) i want a necklace! long and pretty one. but then, i think i wont use it in the near future. so well. maybe i should forget it?
3) i want a bag! big bag so can bring to school. better if it's like fake puma, adiddas, nike. so if spoilt, tired of it can throw away. so pasar malam anyone?
haha. okay. wish list of the day!
yay tomorrow going to make some jellies. i want to try some durian jellies. hahah. exciting.
going to mug finish my newspaper articles by tomorrow! haha 24 articles from 3 days worth of straits times. say im pro.
and maybe im going to email econs department. i cannot seem to access the lesson schedule. im an econs student!!
and the volunteer thing is successful! after borrowing qinying's common password. yirong! contact me and i give you the common password! but then i checked. there's not much volunteer stuff for us to do right now. so how? not even kids read lar.
ok. thats all for today.
now let's talk about me.
so the effects of radiotherapy is getting into me. im getting dumber/slower/retarded. i cannot do simple mathematics! like 100 minus 73 like that. i need to think long and hard. gosh. and that is real demoralising. i dun want to become dumb =((((
and my hair is dropping off. one patch. and i wonder where is the next patch. i hope it'll be small and minimal. i love my hair while they are still present.. and drop hair means. i dun want to go out anymore. i dun want to swim anymore. i dun want to shop anymore. i dun want to do anything anymore. hais. i dun want to drop hair. then i'll have to wear my beanie again =((
and my chemotherapy is starting next week. hais like bad news. so my hair is going to drop off soon. so when school reopens, my hair will be gone. =((
chemotherapy is like usual. 5 days. needles. pain. plug. ulcers. vomitting. i dun want! but looking at the bright side, it's only 6 cycles. but it's 2nd line chemo. i wonder how things will go. i hope they'll be fine.
and that ruin my Genting trip. my shopping trip! but well. the thought of me without hair going to genting wont be too fun either. so well. stay at home during christmas then!
so all the plans to go out with my friends are gone. hair gone. plans gone=((
i want to pass motionnnnnnnnnnnn.
and the steroids is giving me bloody moody temper. i can like happy for one second, excited for the next, and glum in the very next. and my face. like balloon. and sometimes red. and makes me so hungry.
argh.
i miss huiqi so much!
oh yes! i must proclaim my love for the two friends!! TAY YIRONG AND LIN QINYING!!
THANKYOU DEARS!! FOR LIKE ACCOMPANYING ME THIS HOLIDAY! ALTHOUGH ONLY LIKE TWICE, BUT IM HAPPY EVERYTIME WE GO SHOPPING AND GO OUT. I KNOW AFTER THIS WEEK, I WONT BE GOING OUT WITH YOU ALL ANYMORE BUT I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
ANYWAY. DOES MY SPECS LOOKS OKAY??
OK SHOULD SLEEP NOW. LETS HOPE I HAVE A GOOD SLEEP OK. I WANT TO SLEEP 8 HOURS BUT HAVEN BEEN ABLE TO RECENTLY. CHEERS.
IM OKAY.
