so back to school. i was so dreading about school. you know, the holiday mood. but well, school's okayy. everything's alright. I just feel so weird being around so many people that looks familiar but i dunno what to say to them. and got back our papers.

i thought i could do well for GSC! hah but well didnt do well at all. definitely the best among my three papers i got back, but not my expected results=(( ever since primary school, i always thought that essay was more important than comprehension. but how wrong am i! both are equally important!! like my essay was not bad but i freaking failed my comprehension! haha ok. got to buck up and work hard! Do drugs perhaps! *side note: received a bookmark that have the bold and big words there "DO DRUGS" then underneath there's smaller printings "control your life?" so i thought i might be a campaign for drugs*

hmm.. i think i owe my whole life to the ppl around me. seriously. everybody. take nanhua. i still remembered the days on how we hated nanhua. everywhere we go, there is the frequent "nanhua sucks!" comment when asked about our school. but in fact, we're some lucky students! compared to RV(which is commonly being compared to us), we have our own lockers without paying, not very strict on BGR, ankle socks can be worn secretly, at least us girls have the chance to tuck out our shirts, blah blah blah. the list goes on. and we have our new campus!

the fact that I'm in AC studying now also owe to the fact that nanhua helped me. although i do not know whether i'll let them down or not, i'll try and work hard. if the school didnt bothered about me at all, perhaps i wont feel such obligation to study this hard(ok this is considered mugging for me already) and i would be somewhere in singapore dunno-what-i-am-doing already.

ok so there's this guy talking to us. name is glenn is it? cant remember. but he was talking about wake up calls.

so i believe everything happens for a reason. every setbacks that we encounter now are minor wake up calls. it's for us to realise ourselves. be aware that life is not about me myself and I too. perhaps to some, we need to fulfill the purpose God placed us in this world for. and for some, to realise how much the people around actually cared about and loved you and also, how much you loved that person. you will never know how important that person is to you until you are on the verge of losing or even when you've already lost him/her. i don't know. human nature perhaps.

life is so unpredictable. shall blog about these not-so-happy, full of philosophy stuff when i've got extra time on hand! hah.

and i miss nanhua!!!!