I deserve to be dead. oh well. just push me off the building when you have the chance man. i just cannot bring myself to jump off the building.
so Day1, General Paper. there's nothing much i can do really. GP exams are simply beyond my control. is like whether you get it or you don't. Chemistry. abit tough. oh well. it is super duper tough! like so shitty. i guessed all my multiple choice answers la. then those i managed to find, i would think "cant be so easy", so i chose the not-so-easy-answer. argh. but well, the rest that i guessed, i have 25% of getting them correct. LOL.
Day2, Economics. this kind of paper is sure die kind of paper. so shall not elaborate much. just that i absolute cannot crap. only 2 pages long. sigh. Mathematics. i think i should just go back to Polytechnic la. JC life is really not for me. math this kind of subject is NOT like GP which is beyond my control. Math is like SUPPOSEDLY within my control! i mean all the subjects that may be studied SHOULD be under our control. cause we revise! we study them! but what the hell? it's like i totally gave up on summations/APGP. then i thought oh well, perhaps one qns per chapter. then i saw the first summation questions. then i skip. next is application of differentiation. skip. next MI. oh well i dunno why but i cant do too. then when i flip the page, i got the most terrible shock in my life. the second page is full of summations!! so well. the result is i skip and skip and skip. oh well. skipped most of the questions throughout the paper. like what the hell. i think my brain open up slow la. after like left with 15 mins i suddenly got the brain to do my summations. sighh. then even when skipping so many questions i can still have NOT enough time to do my last question la! unbelievable. and the results? i got 26 marks worth of questions undone. the paper is a 50 mark paper anyway.
and i've been dreaming about going back to poly nowadays. i'll dream that i got retain. then after 3 yrs in jc, i cant make it to university. ohmygod.